i guess a part of me can't wait to say goodbye, yet the larger part of myself cannot bear to. and it's precisely when thoughts like these clash that confuses me so so much.

Herein on, there'd be no more "coincidental meetings" between people you want to see but are too lazy or afraid to arrange to meet up with. From now on, it'd be the efforts made that will sustain friendships, and i guess that is a true test for many.

We've all come so far together, it saddens me that at the very end, we'd all just go on our separate paths, all 8 of us. How many of that 8 would each of us miss, if any at all?

I wonder how is it that some people do not even feel a thing about this closure of 2 years at CJC. But i guess people just think really differently from one another. To some, studies are really so much more important than friends are to them. I used to think that way too, but now i am so damned sure that getting good results doesnt make me happy, it is spending times with friends and laughing along with them or at them that makes me happy.

Oh well, in life, there has got to be many separations and farewells. Goodbye may be the hardest thing to say, but eventually, years or maybe even months down the road, we'd just view the past as mere memories we would always treasure; and chance upon more people or more activities which will be able to keep us happy. The important thing is to always be ready to move on, regardless of how much you treasure those times in the past. Because in the end, we need to grab ourselves out from the shadow of the past, and leave our arms open to embrace the present as well as the future.