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lalala i realised that i really haven't been updating on my life for quite a bit, so i shall pull out some study time to type random stuffs in case years down the road i suddenly have a blinding urge to recall what went on in my jc life. :D

june holidays were really the bomb!! finally kboxed again after a damn long hiatus, finally had time to cycle again like the good old december holidays and finally plucked up the courage to hack off my super long hair. not that it really matters, now that it has more or less all grown back again and is currently pissing me off cos it always takes damn long to dry.

oh! and i went bowling with backrow too! Lol was really damn surprised at how much i improved from my previous games. the first time i ever bowled brought me uh 36 pinfalls for an entire game. xD three times more down the road and i finally hit the century with 116 pinfalls which is super good for me already! (hehehe i specially remembered the number so i can boast to people muahahah xP ) and everyone was so hilarious, steph and esther even invented backward bowling or sth, cant really remember. :D

aargh still seething over the fact that our khao lak trip was cancelled!! it'd really have been fun going with the T17 girls and ma tong and steph! rahhh, waiting impatiently for promos to end and maybe sign up for another ocip trip with interact!

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haha oh yeah and i watched super a lot of dramas during the school break! (whatever happened to studying for mid years then. LOL D:)

-Mei Chan No Shitsuji
- Gokusen 1 & 2
- Bloody monday
- Atashinchi No danshi
- attention please
- boys over flowers
-nobuta wo produce
- dragon zakura

i'm starting to love jdramas more and more, especially since they're only about 9-12 episodes long and i can easily finish watching them in just a few days. xD anyway i thought atadan and bloody monday and nobuta were really good!

especially nobuta, it really made me think about what i want to accomplish during my last 2 uniformed schooling years and what were the really important things we're supposed to learn in school. is it really just the studying and getting good grades? or is school an early gauge of how you'll deal with life in the future, does it form your perceptions on how you view life? i would personally think that going to school and making friends would be one of the best parts of our life even after we grow old and start reflecting on the past. the friends you make as a innocent child or an ignorant teen will probably be the ones who will accompany you all the way. i find it hard to believe in the possibility of making true friends in working environment, or even the university for that matter. by then, competitiveness would have gotten to a point so high that it will probably de difficult to wholly trust a person anymore. but when that time comes, at least i will know that i still have real friends whom i can always turn to, friends made during school, friends who will genuinely support and encourage you with their hearts.

because of that, i really want to make the most of school now. i want to be crazy and happy everyday with my equally crazy friends while i still can, and i want to look on the bright side of everything and not let unhappy bouts of emotions blemish my last few hundred days of real schooling. :D

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so what's not new at school. :D

ma tong and i still insult each other like siao, i still bang into poor ignorant teachers at staircase cornerings, steph is still fangirling over dbsk and yoosu especially, ashlyn is still as greedy as ever, my results still kinda suck (but im okay with it already hehe xD), chinese A level oral has just completed (hozzah! but stupid dolly though LOL), i still say the stupidest things at the stupidest times, i still can't really hear properly, i still have weird ideas every now and then concerning the classroom and maybe other stuffs, ......

and what's new at school. xD

steph ma tong ashlyn and i have made a pact to do tutorials with penalties and it's really working for us (except ashlyn the stupid pig as usual =D ). ma tong and i have turned into hardcore muggers for the time being to catch up on all our lost studies, and i guess most of us have started to pay a lot more attention during lectures. (:

you know when it comes to results, it sucks to get vowels, except for A. and for that matter, my midyears read BEESUU. LOL no longer the same as polly's and im just relieved about that. :)

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i've been having weird dreams these days, but i'm just glad of their existence to be honest. because in dreams you can do stuffs you have never done before in real life. you can fly, you can be a completely different person living a different life, you can experience being casted a spell on, you can "die" without really dying, you can stab people and they dont really die, you can pee all over the place and nobody will give a damn, you can jump further than a head lice and it'll be normal... it's like a platform of life away from the real world, our very own fantasy land. xD

okay so maybe most of the times we dont get to control our dreams, but this is exactly where i see the fun in! in dreamland we're like characters playing out a storyline dictated by your brain, you, being the character, dont know whats going to happen next and what's going to befall you. you might end up getting a nightmare, but you may also end up having the funniest and sweetest dream ever. aand all dreams are different and unique. sometimes it really makes me very curious, i want to maybe open up my brain to see all the different plots they've stored inside its hard drive. that'd be fun! :DD

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this post is getting really long and disorganised for my future read but heck. haha i caught harry potter yesterday! with ashlyn, steph, ma tong and eunice. we could only catch the very frontest row seat though, and our poor necks suffered. but ehh i guess harry potter would have been good if i hadnt read the book 3 times. but having read the book, the movie is in no way comparable. ah wells, i guess we cant really expect much anyway lah, since they had to squeeze a 600 paged book into a 2.5 hour movie. even though the potter movies never do fit the mental image i had in my mind when i first started reading it in primary 2, they are still wildly entertaining i suppose.

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fighting!