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ok this is IT! in order to stop feeling zi bei, i've come up with a new resolve for myself and this time i will definitely stick to it.

as of now, i will:

- halve my time spent at the computer.
- blog only on fridays and/or sundays.
- drag myself out of bed at 8.30am every non school day ( this one will need some getting used to.....)
- go to sleep at 11.30 latest MAX
- stop stoning at my table spinning the darned pencil and instead, do PRODUCTIVE work.
- take power naps of 15 minutes in the afternoons WITHOUT hitting the snooze button repeatedly.
- the maximum number of times mary had a little lamb can be played is 4 in a day.

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already, things are looking brighter.

because:

-despite still having to pop 7 pills 3 times a day, my fever is permanently Gone For Good.
- despite losing my ability to speak, i can croak and still be understood.
- my headaches bade me farewell and i can now read my chinese fan wens without plonking ice on my forehead 78.6% of the time.
- my parents (mother at least), were perfectly understanding of my recent results and was actually more concerned about my improvements than the overall grades. :)
- miss poore said that i was making "vast improvement in both maths" and that i should "keep it up" and continue "working hard".
- i have a family who cares about me, even my retarded sister, who prepares ice for me and gives me panadols to pop.
- i have friends who are really concerned about me, who messages once every 3 hours to make sure i'm fine and some who scold me when i decline to go home from cca. :D
- encouragements are raining, and i feel warmified by that. xD
- my dreams are coming back in full force, with their usual plots and all.

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GIANT SLAYING MENTALITY, here i come to look for you!

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to Zijin & Bella:

JIAYOU FOR CHINESE Os!! WE'LL DO IT! 100% distinction for 4 truth chinese! <3

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2 more days. i believe we can do it. :)