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dear blog,



i feel like shutting you down for a while yet i don't feel like shutting you down.



yours sincerely,

owner.



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mmm. tuesday was so mundane and terrible. was in a stony/reflective mood the whole day and the lessons which zoomed by were terrible, considering we had triple maths lessons. totally lacked the energy to tolerate constant(almost) arguments over minor stuffs during recess and decided to just stone in the balcony with ghc president and bouncer. got reminded of the fact that bloody chinese Os is just about 2 weeks away! bloody hell, i desperately need that A1. -.-



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cca was ForTheWorse. :/ tuesday comm meetings are terrible when the mouse cannot come out to play in the absence of the cat. spent almost the whole time with yellow badge comm and khong discussing about potential blue badge leaders and i just whiled away time listening to how this one can make it, that one cannot make it. occasionally chipped in and spoke up for some blue badges when i couldnt take the boredom anymore. zhuwei, roxanne and i were speaking up for a certain blue badger in particular. xD juniors were spying on us through the glass doors as usual and i tried making weird actions at them to entertain myself even though they obviously failed to notice. khong gave me a look. -.-



now we're supposed to assign the potential leaders some tasks and gauge how well they perform and shit. have no idea how that's going to be useful/helpful/whatever. cca politics are weird.



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found out that tuition was cancelled after messaging hilary! that meant no funnysome talks to lighten up the day/mood. sighs.



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wednesday was loads better! started off the day being caught in the heavy heavy rain because my dad refused to fetch me to school. was amusing looking at how some schoolers danced and butt-shaked with their umbrellas when they thought other people weren't watching.



went to school with soaked socks and went barefooted throughout the whole morning. luckily jf had an extra pair of socks and my poor cold feet got saved! :D



practiced napfa during recess with jf and jiamin and jumped like a million times on the black mat for sbj. goodness knows how badly abused those poor mats are now.



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omf. after school was THE REAL THING. i started worrying like shit over sbj when i knew i shouldnt be. but four year award was at stake! started crumpling my yellow paper as is tradition over the years doing napfa with belle and overdid it this time. it was practically in tatters and the ink on the paper was running off terribly. :/ brenda tan looked horrified when she saw my paper teehee. xD



was super pissed for inclined because once again, cca pisser came back to me and PLUS there was an extra teacher hovering above making me and nat chen do the pullers over and Over and OVER again. at least TELL us we're in the wrong position before we start doing like ten-ish over. :/ did 12 for C and dropped. jf hit her c and nat chen and jiamin decided not to do their inclined at cca pisser station.



shuttle run was jellyish! had to run twice before i got my A and my legs started jellying. sheesh. i seriously seriously NEED to strengthen my legs! oh wells. at least this time i didnt run into another person's lane and pick up their bean bag instead. xD



sit-ups was okay. did 32 for A after jiamin counted backwards for me, which sorta worked. :DD



sbj was next and it was seriously shiver-worthy. was so freaked about failing to hit the mark that i started crumpling my paper like some horrifyingly abused fishball. first jump was 170-ish but it was faulted because i fell HAHA stupid weak legs. xD second jump was 166 and i was so glad i finally hit the mark that i almost sank to the floor in relief. wtf am i so bothered about a jump i have no idea. :/ mood changed immediately though when a classmate jumped and didnt hit the mark. we were both sort of aiming for the same thing and it sucks that i finally got it but she didnt.



sit and reach was low A-ish and then it was all finished. whew. 4th gold secured. :D



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walked with jf and jiamin after napfa and somehow ended up talking about their scandals and the old sec 1 days. Hilarious mann! omg i'm cringing at the thought of my sec 1 days again yuck. it definitely wasn't half as bad as theirs for sure but it was so... NOT ME. ew. okay at least i wont ever see those people again.



had a really amusing confession talk with jf on the bus to macs and i still can't believe i told her what i told her! there goes my supposedly squeaky clean record. shan't elaborate, its freaking embarrassing. xD we were so engrossed talking about stuffs that we practically MISSED OUR STOP wth. anyhow, old memories resurfaced and i realise i'm missing those times again.



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macs study session(on the pretext of night studying) with jf was fun as usual. xD the sofas was comfy enough and the place was empty/secluded enough to study dy/dx in. we binged on 2 packets of big fries and 12 freaking packets of garlic chilli and probably accumulated thousands of unwanted calories. jf became mean-feng again and childishly fought with me over garlic chilli! -.- spiders got brought into the picture ONCE again because i was damn sure an orangey black one landed on my arm while we were reminiscing about stuffs.



digressed a little and calculated our napfa scores.



*2 sets of fingers fly across 2 calculators*

*1o seconds later*



jf: omg guess what i got!

me*at the exact same time*: omg look at this!

jf: 26 points.

me: 25 points.

me and jf: holy shit! those are like our index numbers!!!



HAHA cool. i swear numbers 25 and 26 are sacred numbers or something. this is so not the first time our 25 and 26 got coincidental.



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anyway we did quite a lot of maths but as usual, i depended a lot on her trustworthy mathsy brain. i guess my biggest problem for maths though is lack of speed, AND concentration.



walked home with her at 10pm-ish because i didnt feel like walking back alone through the spider park. had amusing talks with mean-feng which somehow led to boobs and anime. we seriously spend the most retarded times together sometimes. anyway the stars at her house's PATCH were terribly many but we really had to STOP and STARE before we could see them. xD we heard frogs croaking like it was the end of the world. it could easily reach a hundred decibels i bet. ok maybe exaggerating a little but wadever. the croaking was seriously damn loud and for all we know, it might turn into a monster prince or something. and they came from the drain. freaky much. :D

surprisingly 265 came super fast that day! and i just went home and zonked out/ didnt touch math much anymore. :/

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thursday was ok! cept for a maths test, where i forgot to divide the equation and couldnt get the answer for a 9 mark question fick shit. :/

recessed in the balcony again with bella and xinru and sarah and we had fun locking people out of the classroom. charlotte was even singing to be let in HAHA. in the end, clever bella and me made sarah go out to open the door and we pretended that we weren't in the balcony at all. :D so sarah received the brunt of 4 truth's fury.

haha i love receiving letters anyways. :D

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cca was FUN! haha huipin, jme, ruth and i were supposed to be practising scrabble but we practically turned it into a gossiping and eating session under the table. had loads of fun poking fun at each other and ruth and i had to go off to the canteen to replenish our food supply. they realised what a pig i was and ruth was terrible to me as usual. was trying to hide behind her to eat but she freaking moved away and doris tan/roxanne saw me popping that big piece of food into my mouth i think. :/ so much for being the vp and maintaining order in the library.

haha sheesh, retarded scrabbling session man. but at least it was fun. been awhile since cca was even tolerable. xD

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