.......

i think its really sad how we forget stuffs so quickly. what could once have been a major event the year before could just become a blur in an instant. likewise, people you've been really close to can become strangers in such a short period of time and after a while, these things/people don't really matter that much to you anymore because they just get replaced.

it made me wonder if a year or two down the road, would we just forget all about our secondary school friends and go our own ways in the new jcs we get allocated to. guess its human nature to forget but that's what makes it really sad. :/

......

haha that hardly made any sense but i've been reflecting more than usual these days and random stuffs just pop up in my head which are pretty much unexplainable in words.

......

my mother just went to the balcony and commented about how she could see 7 stars today. and now, according to her, every time she closes her eyes, she sees stars. uptill now, i have no idea if that was just a figurative pattern of speech or did she really mean it literally.

......

anyway, we had chem SPA on friday which was sucky to the core. i screwed it up (what else is new) as usual and mrs hoo even commented to me after the spa about how "you almost burnt the wire gauze by shifting the bunsen burner to the side!" according to bessy, the whole class apparently had to suffer from a lack of fan in the sweltering heat due to my slowness in evaporating the magnesium chloride salt. -.-

......

saturday was :DDD !!

woke up from my first night in my own room and arranged an impromptu study session with mean-feng!

crashed at her freezing room as usual and i was desperately and frantically trying to claw more pillows to warm myself up since her room was like an ice box and she meanly refused to share her pillows with me. hmph. :/

we did dy/dx! and her magnificent maths brain came into use at just the right times! xD ending result was quite productive as we did a bit of the worksheet poore flung at us as well as the old, trusty TYS.

jf has a really cool keyboard and she's been learning nice songs on it. AGAIN, she's making me regret ever quitting piano in the first place gah! i'm so going to start practising my soon-to-be-rotten piano as soon as i dig up some time when the 'rents are not at home to witness my sucky playing.

anyways, we succumbed to the call of the stomachs after a while and went to Macs to have a bite. ordered mcnuggets, upsized coke and 2 large fries, which probably all added up to about thousands of calories. okay not that i really care that much about calories, but it's fun counting them. :D

jf was diligently doing maths (surprise!) whereas i mostly just stoned around, flitted back and forth the counter to ask for MORE GARLIC CHILLI SAUCE and ordered more food. we freaking finished TEN whole packets of the sauce at one go and i had this nigging suspicion that the man or woman at the counter recognised us, which was bad. :/

but overall it was seriously quite productive and i'm amazed by myself, since i'm such an easily distracted person. :D

left the place at nine over pm and the walk to the bus stop was hilarious as usual, and somehow or rather, spiders once again found a way into our conversations and affected our actions, aka us almost being knocked down by both the bell-ringing bicycles as well as the headlight flashing cars just by talking about those famed spider beings. i have always thought that spiders are sacred creatures who can influence the lives of people around them since they have 2 extra legs and all but obviously, nobody ever believes me. :/

mean-feng was being mean again as usual all the way till my bus came and whisked me to the hot "comfort" of my home.

saturday was seriously so mathsy but quite fun too! xD

...................

sunday was a total bore in contrast. i think i'm suffering from insomnia! okay anyway got berated by my dad about how terrible my grades are and they're still not improving and shit. i think i struck a raw nerve unknowingly so he sorta flared up and started accusing me of everything under the sun. oh well. at least i have my own room now and can lock myself inside for the whole day in a silent protest to his unfair judgements. :D maybe not unfair since his accusations are pretty much true but just.... i dunno never mind.

............

we had bio spa today! screwed up full time. thanks man. one blow after another. i found out after the experiment that we were supposed to measure the lengths of the seedlings but i measured the lengths of the freaking roots instead! WTF WTF WTBF! thanks, fail for sure. plus i didnt have time to finish the thingy and i was so freaked i started trembling non stop throughout the last 15 minutes.

okay enough about all these horrible spas. over over over.

after school jf and i abolished our usual study plan to watch iron man.

zapped home for a while to retrieve my TYS plus $ and witnessed a funny scene of my mother offering jf milk and biscuits and her declining madly. :DD showed off my new room to her and even mean-feng admitted that it was really neat! xD

played the ancient piano for a while and AGAIN AGAIN, i regret quitting piano sheesh.

iron man was more or less enjoyable! just really really precdictable with a pretty disappointing ending. jf was laughing at weird parts of the show and i just HAD to poke her and punch her to shush her up. seriously, she links everything, practically EVERYTHING to nanofate. even a male and female. wth. xP it was tenchi again after that and i just had the URGE to poke mario softtoy again. thats their main reason for existing anyways. afterall what else can you do with mario softtoys.

went off to the library instead for night study and it was maths doing again. xD whiled away time talking nonsense as usual and commenting on certain bows on boobs. -.- i swear jf is in love with herself, keep going on and on about how she's hot and everything. ^^

oh anyway i finally realised the horribility of 265. to the core haha. it took ages to come and we just sat there talking about random and weird stuffs involving spiders again. somethings never change. :D

..........

yawns.