2 words: CHINESE Os!

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- Cofirmation Slip (check)
- Transparent Pencil Case (check)
- IC/EZ link (check)
- Electronic Dictionary and Book Dictionary (check)

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ok i realised that my posts these few days have been dominated by chinese Os and nothing else. but i'm really freaked about it and can only talk to the blog since my voice still hasn't found its way back into the throat yet. :/

bella: stop belittling yourself! haha you'll get your distinction FOR SURE. xD

zijin: you silly ninny, i KNOW you read my blog. :D haha thanks for ahem, "caring" for my welfare with your constant messages and phone call(s) AND scolding me for not taking care of myself HAHA. you're really naggy but a great friend too! <3 anyway, your chinese has always been superb! JIAYOU AND GET THAT A1!! xD ( you'll scold me again for blogging i'm sure. heh.)

v mak: sec 1 tablemate! your chinese is good too! continue being "excited" and you'll surely do well. all the way! xD

belle: i know you read my blog too haha. remember our "pact" after Os! anyway, GOOD LUCK and all the best for tomorrow's chinese!! :D

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eek i need to calm my nerves.

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anyway, last night i had the terriblest dream of my entire life and it all began with a backpack:

in my dream, i carried a hideous looking backpack to school and found out that we changed seats again.

this time, i was isolated in a corner all by myself because the teacher forgot that i existed. in less than an hour, everyone in class either stopped talking to me altogether or were extremely nasty. zijin and hilary would exchange looks of confusion with each other whenever i came near and they would then stare me down with penetrating glares. bella shot me pitiful glances now and then but even she refused to come anywhere near me. jf ignored me when i tried talking to her and even commented in a scathing voice to another classmate that i was a pathetic loser and she didnt know who the hell i was.

i then tried calling the ever trusty stef but she rejected my calls countless times. even xinying and belle started avoiding me like the plague.

then, it was recess and for some stupid reason i heard the announcement wrongly and thought it was the end of school. so i picked up my ugly grey backpack and lugged it around when it finally dawned upon me that it was only recess time after all and i could not escape from the nightmare and go home.

sprinted back to class and threw down my backpack, only to see posters telling me nobody remembered who i was, i didnt belong in the class and that i should just get the hell out of this school.

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man i was so shocked when i saw those posters that i got jolted back to reality on my bed feeling extremely sad and depressed and troubled at 6.30am. spent 10 whole minutes on my bed wondering what i had done to step on everyone's toes when i had always been so careful dealing with people.

took me yet another 5 minutes before i finally realised that the green chunk above was just a terribly terrible and bad dream and that my friends are more or less still on talking terms with me and that chinese Os are just tomorrow.

sometimes i really think too much. :/

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shall start on my intensive memorization of chinese phrases now. off i go.

and i've decided to switch to lj next week. :D