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Rules:1. Bold the following words that are true about you.
2. Green! the things you wish were true.
3. add one thing true about you
4. and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days. (i still do..)
I own lots of books. (uh huh.. especially old and ancient ones..)
I wear glasses or contact lens. (in this case, it's glasses.. contact lens r scary..)
I love to play video games. (of course!! it's too bad that i dun have any.. :( )
I've tried marijuana. (it's heaven on earth!)
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (not necessarily.. )
I curse sometimes. (actually, it's all the time.. :D )
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (i keep it in my pencil case.. counted?)
I'm TOTALLY smart (hah i wish)
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now. (for what?)
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast/unclear. (sometimes......)
I have long hair. (going to cut it soon tho.)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.(err.. i haven even been there b4.. lol.. )
I have at least one sibling. (one only)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have alot of friends.
I am currently single.(duh.. only sec 2..haha)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I sms a lot. (added by me.. my hi card is probably gonna explode..)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window-shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I love to eat.. (i'm glad my metabolic rate is pretty high otherwise, fat pig i'll become)
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.(soz.. )
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.(still have plenty of time to decide)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.(a bit i have cousins who r 4 yrs old??)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
i am really free(slacker).. (tho not as free as dave but still.. )
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (rubbish la)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.(i dun!! :( )
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.(errr?)
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!(uh huh~)
I'm obsessed with guys.
i'm obsessed with soccer. (added by urs truly)
Democrat.I am punk rockish.
I study for tests most of the time. (i so totally agree.. wad else do students do?)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.(not working..)
I am comfortable with who I am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.(siao. ai si ah?)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.(i'll come back to this in three years)
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people.(define wrong? wahaha. )
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.(yeah and make me a panda??)
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.(which is why i said i am ultra free. :D)
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.(yups. my sis is a horse)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.(lol.. i'm a "sentimental" person..)
I can't stick to a diet.
i'm a pig i eat non stop. (munching on apples now..)
I talk in my sleep.(or so my sis says...)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.(i just rmb.. wads the point of trying to forget?)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.(that's true. but i dun climb trees thank you very much.)
I have jazz in my blood.(rubbish)
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person I work with.(by this, i mean some teachers)
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is(wth is that? haha..)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.(karung guni number 2.)
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.(hang on.. come to think of it.. i dun clean my room at all.)
I like a person of the same sex.(i am straight)
I love being happy.(who doesnt??the question is:r u REALLY happy?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.(sadly, this is so.. i think i've got a phobia for falling down..)
I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
i feel crazy.
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas.(yups and i'm going bananas)
Been told "You're on fire!"
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
I love to look at people's teeth.
I don't wanna grow up. =X
can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n still look cute
Gaining weight is a wonderful thing.
I am a PRO...procrastinator.(everyone calls me that..)
I am a corporate chick.
I love soft-toys and I think I'm going to have a roomful of them nxt time!

haha.. done.. i just finished watching chelsea lift the EPL cup again.. haiz.. when will it be liverpool's turn?

anyway, i tag: abeline, stefanie, nicole, isabelle, yee keat... (only 5 rite?)

kk.. going to ZZZ now.

hurhur... ate loads of junk for sports day yesterday.. sat with huifang, samantha and my sister and blah blah... blue won all the cheers plus family dance things but it wasnt enough to overtake green.. :( so overall we came in second.. :(

afterwards we went to the primary block and had a run thru the third floor corridor.. haha, it was really fun and thrilling.. it was as tho we were running thru complete darkness.. repeat of last year.. walked home late at night and came home to watch tv..

yup. i bet i'm going to get a sore throat soon... :(

uh oh.. just realised something.. haven done my maths homework yet. ah wells.

anyway, today is soccer day.. :)) can slack again..

wah... i was reading this person's blog from BLSS and he wrote a little about our school.. haha, someone said jeridyn was cute!! that's quite true also la especially if u see her actions.. so comical.. :D hmmm.. they mentioned playing against the two HCI teams.. wonder if they know guan yong jie or lan ying jie.. BLSS also seems pretty pro.. they got marsiling(one of our opponents), HCI(our opponents as well.) too.. i think we were really lucky to get champs.. not worthy of being called "good" or anything.. ah wells. eh.. just realised that we were the only IJ team in da finals... wad happened to our sister schools?? i saw quite a few at the prelims leh..

anyway, our team had to train the sec 1s and a few sec 2s for scrabble during cca today.. it was really fun!! lol.. it made me feel as if i were austin tan (with one thousandth of his skills tho) walking around and checking the big fat dictionary. i had to help zhen yan and jasmine with their moves and also oversaw hui pin and jamie's game. zhen yan and jasmine never played scrabble b4 i suppose.. haha it was really tough trying to explain everything to them and at the end of it i suppose my mouth was much dryer than before. even though we are not exactly very good, we wanted to just get the sec 1s to know the basic rules of scrabble before getting them started with austin tan. i hope they learnt something mann!! cuz xinyi and i sort of ended up helping them think of all their moves.. i even helped zhen yan with two bingoes.. the others were trained by michelle, jeri and my sis.. my sister and i also decided that vanessa, jamie and maybe ruth or huipin may have a bright future.. hmmm.. i just hope that they wont take my place in team 1! XD

haiyo.. elise and huisy really thinks my english is good?? i can only manage A2s lor... why do they want me to take part in the spelling bee competition?? i'll probably just go there to chu chou if i really decide to participate in it..

errr... there's our sports carnival tmr.. i hope i cna find xinying, priscilla they all...

wtf. i cant ever learn to be hardworking! here i am crapping away when i have a science test pretty soon.... aargh. i can never learn to manage my time properly...

hmmm.. was talking to dave on the phone just now.. haha, he's supposedly my scrabble instructor.. even though he's only sec 4 but he's so pro at scrabble.. :)

ah wells. i gtg mug le.

discoveries discoveries and more discoveries. but i shant type it out here.. a bit dangerous. the network reaches out too far. the line from two years ago is probably rite. forget it. this is so boliao.

hmmm.. anyway.. i'm here to sum up my week. 3 tests in a week. all of which i'm definitely gonna flunk. there would be two more next week. aargh.

monday: it was really a weird day.. emotions ran high and they were mixed. i didnt know if i should feel happy or sad.. after narrowly edging out hci on sunday it was quite disheartening to come back to school. i sort of hoped the finals were for two whole days instead of just one... anyway mrs goh was telling the school about our achievement and mentioned that they were rather upset. well, why shouldnt they? it was their rightful title and we stole it from under their noses. she presented us with our individual champion trophies and all before we had to go down to do the stupid and sickening family dance.. monday also made me realise that i really like playing scrabble a lot.. it's just sad that the sec 4s would be leaving and the new team next year will probably not be as enthu as our team this year and would probably not be ambitious as well. :( we had to give up our champion trophy to the OM and it's probably lost somewhere. after all, a scrabble championship is not significant to our school where sports are the top priorities.

tuesday: erms. we had comm meeting today.. was chatting with angelique and my sister about scrabble stuffs.. i hope we can train the sec 1s before austin tan comes back... like what angelique suggested.. jodie kept giving us weird looks.. haha, she's probably clueless about our obsession with scrabble i suppose.. jocelyn too.. anyway we spent most of the time chatting among ourselves rather than doing mrs khong's work. heh... XD

wednesday: sheesh. what a failing memory. that sinister smile just freaks me out ok?!!

thursday: ahhh.. here comes the day i've been waiting(hey this is a bingo!) to blog about. we brought the hamper and cheque to school to divide among ourselves.. and took some team photos.. but it was as if our team were divided just like the contents of the hamper. each will go their own way afterwards. the phrase which says that people are most closely bonded together when they are training very hard for something is really apt and we would always have a common topic to talk to each other about- scrabble. haiz...

anyway.. austin tan came to our school to give a post briefing on the finals. one phrase will always ring in my head: "the innocent party won". he told us that bukit panjang govt high and marsiling both strategized so that they could get easier opponents. apparently, their plan backfired and they had to compete with each other. just their luck. bpgh was supposedly the strongest team there. no wonder our team lost to them 1-4. xinyi's opponent was even sent to the world scrabble championship before! and miraculously she only lost by 50 points which austin tan said was a good feat.. :) he also mentioned that among the final six teams who were competing in the cup finals raffles and our team were the weakest. bedok south and hwa chong institution were somewhere in the middle. apparently marsiling and bukit panjang government high were the best.. so it was purely luck that we won the competition.. i mean, it's true rite.. hci and pukit panjang both won by 3-2 but hwa chong had 70 points less than us for the spread and bukit panjang had a negative spread. whew. :) thank heavens. anyway, i think austin tan mentioned something about the other HCI team (our opponents)too.. he said when they lost 3 consecutive games and were relegated to the bowl championship they had no alternatives but to win it.. hmmm...

friday: today. free like shit. bored like shit too. disheartened like shit too.

may the spirit live on. :)))

argh i dunno what the crap i'm writing. english deteriorating like shit(haha.. shit's of course not accepted la, my opponent.. :D )

haiz...... i'm starting to feel so so nostalgic... reality is starting to sink in now.. after all the previous excitement about scrabble, everything has since calmed down.. it's back to our normal and boring life with nothing to look forward to anymore.. our scrabble team will be dispatched very very soon.. thinking of it just makes me feel so sad and depressed.. next year, team 1 will only consist of xin yi and me. jeridyn, my sister and michelle would all have gone. ever since the competition ended, i've been wondering. how nice it would be if we could live the scrabble finals day all over again, play with the same opponents and produce the same results... i dun ever want that day to end..

and yet time cannot be turned back.. i just have to accept the fact that so many people r going to leave secondary school including my scrabble seniors and i would most probably never see them again.. my opponents included..

the day which i have been countdowning for is over in a flash. it's as if it practically just zoomed by! how i wish there will be another scrabble competition featuring the same people and same team memebers...

how i wish i wish......

GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH. THIS IS SO COMPLETELY UNBELIEVABLE! i'm utterly stunned, surprised, shocked! we eventually emerged champions!!! i mean, i never expected bedok south sec to help us edge out hwa chong institution's best team! haha... okie.. i'm so happy and exhilirated that i'm going into complete details of the competition..

we had to wake up chao early in the morning to go fetch michelle, xinyi and jeridyn at amk mrt station and we squeezed like sardines in the car?! haha.. it was a damn uncomfortable journey to marina square la. and then when we reached there it was freezing cold.. saw lan ying jie(he came over to say hello), jeridyn's queenstown opponents and my queenstown opponent.. that shuqun guy was so funny.. kept on trying to talk to us and asking if we remember him whilst trying to free himself from this girl's (presumably his girlfriend) constant pulling of him.. lol.

anyway.. we had to play 5 mind boggling games in all lor.. the first school we played against was bukit panjang government high.. i had this pretty dao opponent who kept on insisting on counting the tiles in the bag.. so i was quite worried that we might not be able to start on time.. but anyway.. i beat my male opponent by about 100 points and it turned out that i was the only one in my team who won against them. my opponent was damn scary can. he kept on trying to fish for bingoes and finally got one at the end which cut down his deficit by 90 over points.. hmmm.. then afterwards michelle's opponent(eugene i think) and my sister's opponent both scolded my opponent til gou xue ling tou.. it made me feel so bad for winning that round lor.. hmm.. so we lost 1-4 for that round. it didnt really matter tho, because the first game dun really count. and this guy we knew from northland was like saying i "power man" or sth. lol.. i'm so not la.

ok.. so my sister hao chou bu chou pian pian got hwa chong's second team.. we were pretty worried cuz hci was supposedly very good.. and so i sat opposite this boy who looked quite cute.. he was like the best looking one among them.. then my sister suddenly told me that he was the opponent she played against when they were in sec 2..! haha, how coincidental. he must be that guan yong jie bah. so true enough he was. and how rite my sister was about him. he was so bochap although he was the team captain mann.. he dint even bother to write down my scores and would ask me for the cumulative scores only after every 5 moves. and he wouldnt even bother counting my words.. he sort of just trusted my countings i suppose.. haha.. but he was really friendly.. and we sort of chatted a little at times.. and he was really polite.. saying thank yous, shaking of hands and smiling all the time. we challenged each other pretty much til it was like a routine whenever i said: "challenge?" and he would reply : "yar challenge. " i remember laughing quite a lot of times at him.. and did i mention that he was really nice and friendly? so different from my first opponent.. we talked about our previous scrabble opponents and i found out that they played against sec 1 rafflesians. he lost to them..lol. then when he found out that i was the only one who won against bukit panjang, he was like giving me this weird look.. and he fished too.. he even resorted to putting down 2 pointers just to fish and i would be so shocked. occassionally he would see my shocked look and laugh and say: "yar. TRYING to fish.." apparently he succeeded and put down "loonies". because of his bingo, i only won by 40 over points.. and guan yong jie was funny.. he tried to challenge "shit" and some swear words to find out if they could be accepted. he even tried to challenge when the game was over already.. haha. we finished our game pretty quick so we sorta conversed together with his other teammate, michelle's opponent. in the end, he shook hands again and said thank you and bye. how er polite. hmm.. anyway.. for that round we won 4-1.. michelle lost tho..sad.. :( afterwards gyj they all met up with lyj they all and lyj told us that "my frens told me u all flattened them." haha.. how funny..

the next school we played against was another power house.. marsiling sec!! haha.. i played against this pretty small sized boy even tho he was sec 3 i think.. but he didnt exactly leave a deep impression on me so i couldnt remember his name.. he wasnt anywhere as friendly as gyj. but anyway i beat him by 170 over points.. and we won that round 4-1, my sister being the only one who lost.

the 4th school we played against was st gabriel's sec i guess. my opponent was called nicholas tan and he was quite nice.. but still not as nice as gyj. ahaha. i beat him by about 170 points i think.. he was quite a gracious loser tho.. haha, and he kept wanting us to compete with bedok south, the team who thrashed them at the beginning.. we won 5-0 for that round. yay. (:

we were pitted against RI for our last game. the sec 1s whom guan yong jie told me were good.. hmm, so i played against hong en and he was quite nice and polite... but he was too quiet la.. plus i was having a splitting headache then for thinking too much.. i won by about 140 points for that round i suppose. we won 3-2 for that round, and both jeridyn and my sister lost..

then we had to wait with trepidation when they were announcing the results.. we knew we were in top three because we won that round but we really didnt expect to get champs lor.. anyway, gyj's team won the bowl championship and when they were walking up to receive the prize, he was shooting me this look which clearly says: " am i hearing wrongly? how come that be?" haha.. so as he walked past us, i was trying to congratulate him. okie.. so afterwards when lyj's team emerged as first runner up i was like shell shocked and almost jumped up in jubilation.. when our school was announced as the champ, i think northland sec, shuqun and RI cheered for us i think.. when we went up on stage i was almost dizzy with delight mann.. it was just a sea of faces that i saw lor.. i couldnt even rmb where gyj was sitting at...

so afterwards people came over to congratulate us.. that shuqun guy with his girlfren, lan ying jie and his team, guan yong jie and his team, our RI opponents and the northland sec people also came over to congratulate us.. how nice.

the prize? $500 cheque(we r so not gonna give it to our school k?! we fought so hard for it). $500 book vouchers. a big trophy. individual trophies and a hamper.

ahhhhh... that sums up my day. probably the most unbelievable day ever.

hmmm.. i still like my hci opponent best... he's the nicest one.

argh.. i am having a splitting headache now. am going to sleep. zz...

i feel so stressed up nowadays tho i am not as worse off as some other people.. but really.. i want to quit!! i know i cant be a leader of any sort, i cant lead for god's sake... but i am pian pian the level coordinator of my cca and the class geography leader. how ironic. i just cant seem to have any time to collect the files and fines' paper!! my recess time is eaten up by library duties most of the time.. and i cant manage. which shows that i am inefficient. plus, mrs tian is gonna kill me. mabel lost 2 hope's fine list and i cant seem to get any info on 2 d's fine list! haiz. forget it.. i shall just brace myself for the scoldings..

anyway, we had to go to buy a present for our library auntie on tuesday.. we travelled to j8 and my *beep* sis made me go with her when i could have just went home an hour early! *beep* her.

i just came back from turf city.. our class had to go there to support our cross country runners and guess what?? sngs' C division came in champion! it was quite fun to see them run except for the fact that it was scorching hot and i almost turned into charcoal after sitting on the burning floor and under the sun. ah wells.

after roasting ourselves for hours, we waited like 1 whole hour for rhe free shuttle bus back to amk interchange... rita and clara could go back half an hour early! hmm.. :( too bad we queued up pretty late.. and this boy scout behind me kept hitting my school bag dunno for what.. it's not as if i put my wallet or handphone in my bag or sth.. anyway, there were loads of other school students in the bus and they smell weird(i didnt go sniffing at them.. but after running 3.2km, we cant expect them to smell nice rite?) there were chong boon students, peirce, sji and some other weird weird schools.. it was really funny sitting down there with a whole group of strangers chattering around us and occasionally commenting that we were from st nicks and all. it was as if we were in a mixed school of diff schools in the bus.. hah..

ahh.. i'm so glad our maths test is over.. i hope i did well.. anyway, i got back my history and geography tests over the week.. i got 94% for history but only got 66% for geog.. how sad.. :(

argh.. the stupid msn and hotmail doesnt work! i really wonder what is wrong with it. that damned thing.. :(

alright stef. i shant be so egoistic la. i shall go change my title. humph.

i'm such a procastinator.. and a big fat kaypoh too. i sort of spied on this person's blog whom i hardly know and found some pretty interesting facts.. what with the violent abuse and all. wadever.

i'm supposed to search for information for my macbeth essay and yet here i am blogging away. never mind, there will always be plenty of time for homework rite? now i shall concentrate with my entertainment, which is more important. heh.

hmmm.. stef and nic they all r planning to go out to watch a movie on good friday.. but i am not sure if i'm free or not.. i suppose so bah.. but i want to practise scrabble on the computer.. so i might be able to salvage some pride if i manage to win. i'm still so ultra pissed with the sparring today but no matter.. i'll give it my best shot next sunday yeah!! hopefully i wont have to play against anyone i know. including my northland and shuqun sec opponents. it would be more interesting playing with new people rite? :) but i guess i'll still go bah.. wait til stef confirm the timing first.

oh and have i ever mentioned that i hate sitting at the front??? jolene and isabelle should know what i mean. everytime i try to do my own stuffs under the table or sth, i would look up and stare straight into the face of a heavily powdered teacher. most of the times, either gwee or molly would stare back at me... to tell the truth, i freak out each time i see molly smile at us. damn scary can. what with the teeth and permed puffy hair. can i be transferred to the back again?????

hmmm.. was watching wishing stairs just now. boliao show.

haiz, have to zap off to do my lit le. this time i'm determined to stay resilient and start pumping A1s for my lit again.. it was supposed to be my best subject! :(

yeah! completed a pretty hectic week finally. what with all those tests, shitty speech presentations and scrabble practices.. i've been trying my best not to count the points the words from my geography textbook but to no avail. haiz.. how am i supposed to study if that keeps on happening?? luckily, the geog test today was relatively easy la. loads of usage of common sense plus the testing if u have any ability to crap or not. this week was pretty nice in a defferent way.. the lit test which i got back, the english compositions and chinese compos and writings all sported A1s.. hopefully i'll keep this standard up.

ahh.. it's my sista's birthday today.... sheesh gotta go liao. go jack's place to have dinner.

saw this campus superstar guy at jack's place.. the one with spects. talk so loud.. haha.

sooo... that was yesterday.. today's saturday and our team went to northland sec to have 2 friendly games. it made me feel so depressed. haiz.. i won one game and lost the other. i beat my first opponent by about 145 points and lost to the second opponent by 4 points. i wasnt even supposed to lose to her.. but in the end i have to minus off 15 points and add 15 points to her tally because i couldnt use up my "v,c,c,w,r". like damnit? i really hope i wont be too careless next sunday.. i hope i can refrain from putting down phonies so that my opponent wont challenge it off and make me lose many turns(what what happened to me in the second game. ) :( sad...

forget it.. my parents r coming back anytime now.. better get off the damned comp now..

gosh.. it's so unbelievable sia.. among the all the teams (plus the teams who got into the scrabble finals) we got overall second ranked!!! wow.