haiz... another boring day... had tuition earlier... am so glad i dun have to reveal my chinese marks to her... otherwise i'll be dead liao.. this term, i can die for many reasons...


1) all my results suck except for e lit(82%)
2) too much homework(those that cannot do as last minute work like maths scenario and book review...... cuz that is how i do my homework-last minute. ling shi bao fou jiao.)
3) i owe my teachers and class raps too much work.(they probably hate me now. i really dun understand why i am Dnt rap and library level co.)
4) i owe the library at least $5 woth of fines. (hello???? i'm so not showing a good example!!!!!and erm... i intend to clear it discreetly. dun slam me for that. to be frank, almost all the librarians do that-ALMOST.)


ok, i suppose that's all. but still, to die four times is dead scary. hmm... i was reading teen idol the day before when a thought suddenly struck me. was i like that jen in a way? true, i dont have her "girl next door" look or anything like that, but i've a feeling that i am too nice to people in school. like what isabelle said, i want people to treat me the way i treat them. so i treat them nicely, even the most unpopular one... i'm not sure if there is anyone out there who hate me to the core and hold grudges against me for one thing or another, but i have neva been the object of anyone's hate (or the opposite for that matter)topic. is that a good or bad thing? in a way, i like to keep in the shadows so that i would not offend anybody and anger them. although i dun usually go poke my noses into what my classmates are saying, i know they dun really like the two CCs in our class. sometimes i try to be nice to those two, but some people will always ask me why i am so nice to them. haiz... zuo hao ren also cannot... zuo huai ren also cannot. :(



anw, we have to go (meet at the macdonalds at 8 o clock as what clara lim says) to macs at 8 tomorrow... so boring... and later on still got kidsread... dunno whether can reach tiong bahru Cc in time or not... but whatever. i shall go play games to ease my boredom...